A serious swallow my pride apology. Not for the sake of Justin.

There was another terrible thing I said many years ago with someone I went to school with. Some mysterious people will know who and what I am talking about. It was probably around 2007/2008. I don't even know her name. It was one of the stupidest things I ever said. It was so dumb that I deserve a bag over my head in this instance. It always seems like there has never been a good time for anything. Even with this instance, which is something that is far out dated. I was probably having a bad day with too much on my mind, Candra was probably being too dominant, and in my repressed mind I was stupidly set off. I really am sorry for it. While I'm not particularly looking at Candra for having an egocentric sense of power, I know there is an egocentric power around me. It is easier said than done when I really swallow my pride. I do not blame or hate this particular woman for the ways I suffer, get stockholmed, and get blackmailed. I still hate those who mean to Stockholm, blackmail, and molest me and give their self any reason they can to justify their self and have excuse for the murderous and rapist things they put me through. I don't want these factors ruining my apology but I mean to make it known there are certain people, very egocentric in power, who have gotten away with a large list of very awful things. I'm not done in keeping certain unknown extremely vindictive dominances stared to death. There have been particular offenses I know I want someone literally murdered for, but there are dominances in people where I want just the dominance specifically to be murdered. The person doesn't have to be; just their dominance. I was going to include other random thoughts in this one, but I think I'm just going to stick with this particular subject.