Drone Crashing/ Thoughts of Moving

I really think whoever keeps my life regulated should be treated like they are severely sick and hateful in the mind. It is like the drone regulators and look-alike drones take turns with either the look alike drone or the drone regulator but I will always be blind-sided to the drone regulator. I hate someone's dominate terrorism for the terrorism it is. Some times the regulator can be nicer than other times, but I still don't see everything for what it is to my face or where it comes from. I don't see regulating people all the time and am grateful during times of random people, but there are people and questionable messages that still come from somewhere. While I have a lot of dominate people in my life that I despise and should have a severe restraining order, Denny Williamson is one person who should do many years in jail or just get shot for the sincere sharia law believing Muslim that he is. I don't care if I see one of his look alikes doing something simple as buying a cup of coffee; I hate anyone who wants to force me to face Denny in any way. Someone is so sick to keep me in terror or a judged terror with Denny. He is a severe disturbance. He isn't the only disturbance... Back to my thoughts, with so many drones, how can some people just not get what all comes with it? I hate the challenged woman I am. I hate both said and drone challenges. It is part of feeling raped and robbed. Some people will take you in whatever cheap ass way they want and then dare you to be subjected to whatever they think or their worst intentional lies. I have hated the drone structure that lives in my life so severely. ….While I hate the stalking and molesting thought of: "You can't run from your problems," (as if I ever did), it is still there whether or not I move out of Pittsburgh. It's really there are problems that I hate being forced to put up with and seem to be there wherever I go. But some people like to act as if they have the credit anyway. It is definitely better than Cumberland, but I have a lot of enemies from there that it seems people here in Pittsburgh have more favoritism or loyalty to. I think a lot of the structure came from the hockey team, but I think there are other sources too. It was very selfish of a couple of the Penguins to threaten to keep me buried alive in the same way with the people from Cumberland like that. It was selfish of them to make me feel like my life was being damned all the more. I am still not done in wanting justice for being forced to be subjected to any of them. It was just too mean to be set up to fail and just be failed like that. I think the Penguins should be challenged as selfish chauvinistic pig Muslims who believe in a sharia law too. I don't care if Sidney is seriously gay, it was still selfish of him to have threatened my life an threatened to keep my life in torment like that. gay or not. I hate the way I feel alone with a strong bias and judgment against me. It is hard to make friends when I don't have the time, but when I feel like a bias or paranoia is there when I make effort, I just do. Even when some strangers can give a friendly paranoia, I'm still not comfortable with them having an advantage of knowing something about me with me knowing I have no idea who they are. I'm more comfortable making a friend out of someone who is already a self known stranger than someone who somehow knows about me behind my back. As long as I've been here, it just seems I'm not going to make it much further with where I am now. I really don't know where else to move. If I do, it will be 2 years from now because I won't be able to afford it. I don't even know if anything about my loneliness will ever change. There could be other places where I don't feel as threatened with someone's sharia, judgment, or bias, but how am I to know and where? So, for now, I am very undecided. Who knows if things will be different. Who knows how more threatened I'll be if my enemies give theirself that much more of a conquestial stalking credit. I already see some of their putrid credibility sometimes and I can't stand the thought of feeling so robbed and cut out of my truth. …..