Diary of a stripper part 2

I think I'll start with finishing my story off..... I would have to say I did like the second night of stripping better. I did make more money that night. I also liked that it had a little more space. Although I didn't make as much money as I wanted, I was asked to come back again, and they were serious. The second club gave better spending suggestions for an out-of-towner. They even wanted me working today, but I had already had a scheduled Amtrack train. If I could afford to go back to Baltimore, I would probably try out some more clubs before having a regular. I had a blast though. Stripping really is one of the funnest things to do. If I were to take a week's vacation, I probably would spend a night or two in a strip club. (I guess it depends on who I'm with). Of course not if Mitzi were to be around. I did notice some stalking, aggressive persistence from some men who don't want to let me go or hate the idea of me winning in the arbitrage. However, I wasn't going to let that ruin the freedom I felt dancing. CNN was quick to lie/assume and hate on me by denying my pride and confidence. I know they most likely won't be the only ones who want to hatefully keep denying the truth of my pride like that. (And, I do know, stripping isn't the only thing I can get proud about). Although I spent a lot of traveling money, I still feel accomplished/fulfilled. That is pretty much all I have to say about stripping for now. I was thinking though, while I'm on one route, I might as well put my two cents in to my anger.........In every day life before my first stripping mission......... When I feel murdered, I feel murdered by prejudice, denial, and intentional lies, or attacked from another's aggressive emotional rampage because they know they haven't proved a thing or are winning. I don't know why people fail to recognize the truth of my story so much. There are lots of times when I think someone's aggressions get too sick and too far. There are a lot of people who refuse to accept how many Gadaffi's I have had to put up with. There have been some sicker ones who lived to obsess and be hawkish or even aggressively lie about the level of my confidence or pride. They made confidence to constantly be a number 1 priority in some of the sickest of ways. When I judge people, a person's confidence really is an important thing. I just simply know, some people know they know how to do something, or just are something, and they know they have been disliked for other reasons before. Fascism. It isn't that a person doesn't have the skills, are seriously inadequate, or do not care. A person should never be made to feel such a serious discomfort because they were never conformed enough. I will always think it is so selfish for someone to never give up on a conformed expectation. I think it is sick for the way some people feel they deserve to be in control of another person's life like that. How could some people be so impossibly forceful in expecting to see eye to eye and deny the real identity of the person? In my own personal world, the reason I felt denied was because I was simply never conformed or popular enough. I do notice how I lose and gain popularity some times. I just don't always need the popularity. I don't always need to live with an ego. I know I'm still misunderstood to this day with what my priorities and agendas are. And I know there are plenty of people in plenty of situations that I have already past who will never know the truth for what it was because of the way they chose to judge me and test me.