Diary of a Stripper, part 1

Last night, I officially lost my virginity in being a non-stripper. I stripped for the first time ever. Despite all of the negative things that went on, I had a thrill and so much fun stripping. I plan on going stripping again tonight. Based on yesterdays and todays information, I bet every strip club in this town is socially rigged in one way or another. I can and can't win. I can win because I can be unstoppable in a different way......... What is my main reason of being a stripper? Making money. The thrill and the fun will be worth it this time no matter how much money I make. The next time or the time after, I would have to decline because so far, it isn't paying off. Sad but true. Last night was the first audition, and tonight there is still a lot of possibility of making good money. I am trying out another strip club that I have picked and planned for. The guy already said it should be much different than the previous club. I hope it is, and I hope this trip pays itself off more. Even more, it would be great to have this trip completely paid off and have a significant amount to bring home to keep coming back. Until then, I'm just going to wait to do it when I know I need to, or when I feel the fun and the thrill. Man I hate the amtrack. I had a 2 hour delay on the way here. I also got lost in the DC station and almost cried when I didn't think I would make it to Baltimore in enough time. I just got in in the knick of time. I didn't have time to do my hair. When I checked the time when I was getting ready, I had to really throw myself together quickly. I was pretty upset at how the day went yesterday. I also screwed up with the hotel. I should have just picked 2 days. It was such a nice hotel that I was at. I just didn't know what to expect, or if it would have been better to relocate to a different hotel. I couldn't get the same deal as I got yesterday. I would have had to pay full price which was a price I couldn't afford. I'm still kicking myself for not getting the both nights while I was picking that hotel. I am so mad. I have to pay a more expensive taxi fare now. It is going to cost me more than it should have from the start. Still kicking myself. Next time I travel, I'll have my travel skills a little more sharpened and easier to decide how I travel. I made a wrong choice of baggage as well. My shoulders are sore with red marks on them. I left my self tanner lotion home. I didn't have to worry about it as much yesterday. Today, I'm going to be more paranoid about the blotchiness or whiteness of my skin. When it comes to stripping, I definitely feel more comfortable with a tan. About my actual stripper tell all experience? There isn't one. In the actual stripper setting, you can call me Wildcat and leave it at that or see where else it could go.