Updates

Hmmmmm. At my own pick and choose leisure of what to talk about, I think I will go somewhere with what my updated thoughts are of something...... Prostitution. But, before I get into the actual subject, I'll talk a little about Nicole too. I know she is Tom Cruise's ex wife. And, even before and back then, I was a fan of hers in Moulin Rouge despite what my opinion of prostitution was. There is some obvious media stir, but I can't completely see it or know what is up. Tom has given me enough reason to be egocentric with him to an extent. Perhaps my life could have been at a serious stake between the two with prostitution vs. non-prostitution. In my own personal life, what a mess I have been making of it all. Maybe Tom could be seen as a flirty friend on occasion, but not really so. He made a choice. He has not changed his mind on his choice, and I am not a beggar for his sake or any other sick sake he could shoot out of his asshole. If Nicole does have a mega share with Katy Perry, I have no other choice but to make the same serious enemy out of her as I do Katy Perry...... Maybe someone sees my dust has settled, or are confused as to where I stand........... I really don't mind giving my own personal updates on the subject of prostitution right now. First off, I am satisfied with stripping and am convinced I would be more satisfied with that than prostitution. However, I'm not going to elaborate on my preferences and what my judgmental differences are. Thus, I'm just going to talk about prostitution itself. I know in some countries it is a normal thing and there are less social rules than other countries where it is illegal. While it is illegal here, I'm sure it happens all the time. I'm sure people are very aware of numbers of prostitutes and more sure that people abide more by their own social rules than according to law. I'm sure the most hated ones are more than set up to be found out and arrested. This really is one reason why I won't personally risk prostitution too much. I know how hated I've always been. I know someone would love any excuse they could find to send me to prison. I have been waiting and wondering for a long time if I would ever be arrested for the sincere death threats I give to some people and especially Jon Stewart, but I would assume maybe I am being given some support in the fact of the obvious self defense that it has always been. I still don't know why I haven't been given enough help yet and still feel left for dead..... Back to the original thought. I really do believe prostitution would be ok in some situations. I won't judgmentally elaborate on what my own personal/ judgmental exceptions there are. I'm just going to say maybe I have been a little more closed-minded before and a little too naïve with some of the Ron Burgundys, Mysogynists, Gangsters, Niggers, Riggers, Corrupt robbers. I wouldn't even let someone see me in a condemning way where "corruption breeds corruption," when I agree with exceptions to prostitution. I do not doubt the depths of it, and know I'm too blind and in too deep with my own personal life. I have one other good idea of why there are a lot of OCD stalkers and people who are constantly leering or wanting to "trap me," into something. In my own personal life the fact of the matter is, when a shit storm of corruption and prostitution gets brewing or storming, this is the time I refuse to be the one who is at mercy. I can already guess why there are so many codependent games, bondage games, and when some people to want to trap and frame me more. Perhaps this is where my snowflake war came from. I just don't care the way people want to compare, simplify, complicate, or overly complicate things. I will always know who I am. I know I know my real innocence or non-innocence. I have always seen straight through the manipulation games and still can't get over the way some people will never want to give up on wanting to fool me or intentionally lie about me anyway. I've seen myself as being lost in too many shit storms. Whatever the gossip and rumors, I like the way I stay lost despite the real pain some people want to put me in. OLGA PRIDE!!!!!! It isn't that my Olga disagrees with prostitution. My problem is prostitution or no prostitution, I am my most trusted. No matter how shallow or deep of water someone wants to push me in, I will always be safer swimming on my own. I know others would only want to drown me.