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Sleep sleep sleep. I hate the poor sleep I sometimes suffer from. Although the day is sunny, it feels cloudy and rainy. I both fight the sluggishness of myself and give into it. I don't always feel like being productive but sometimes I feel even worse when I am not productive enough. I am so happy to have my computer back with my keyboard fixed. I almost feel like I have a new computer. I also have to get used to the regular "o" button again rather than the 0. The keys were missing for awhile yet functional until they were functional no more. It is no longer an annoyance or torment for me to worry about. A little punch in the wallet, but something necessary to do. ..... Movies. It has been awhile since I have been able to catch up on some Netflix movies. I watched Alexander and the extremely bad day and it was actually a better movie than what I thought it would be. I laughed several times in it. I'm starting to get a little crush on Steve Carrel. I'm not sure why Steve is the man that he is, but I can't help but smile and let myself have a little bit of wonder. Maybe he isn't as innocent of a person IN REAL LIFE but I like a lot of the innocent and harmless roles that he plays. (Not saying he could actually be harmless). I hate to say to the actual actor that a lot of his history with me is a blur. Some memories, but not everything sticks. I think it would be foolish of me to talk about him more......... This weekend is going to be a hard working weekend coming up. I originally planned on Thur Fri and Sat, but I just can't do 3 days in a row like that with this particular job. I would have probably made more money if I had worked tonight than last night and I should have because I have done it before. Weekdays are unpredictable and I really would have thought that I would have made more money earlier in the week. Anyhoo, it is supposed to be Mountainfest and Biker weekend. Tons of bikers are in Morgantown. Saturday is both a bike wash and Barbeque starting earlier at 2. When working 3 days a week, I would have been weak putty on Sat. (the day we start early). Hopefully the efforts to save my energy will pay off. So many random expenses have been flown on me these past 2 weeks, it is another reason I feel a little drab. Gotta save $$$ for vaca and a place to live AND I HATE SOME OF THE $$$ HURDLES. Stressed, somewhat depressed, and times of pain. I gotta make it. I have to make it. God bless my future.